Growing up phase in 2012 ~!!!

Maybe it's just a phase, where everything seems to annoy the hell out of you, when you tend to scream at everyone that pisses you off, or maybe I'm just growing up.
I'm quite glad I'm halfway done with this phase. 
It doesn't feel nice to be pushing everyone away, to be arguing and regretting it the next minute, to say the words you don't mean - it just feels uncomfortable. 
People change. I was supposed to be filling up my books with writing but I ended thinking about how this year is coming to an end and how time flies. 
Wow, what have I done/achieved this year? 
I don't know, slacking and lazing around? 
But I sure experienced a lot this year, ups and downs, I must say ; *2012 is the hardest and most challenging year. 
* Too many first-times, too much of tears, uncountable miracles -People we thought who would be there for us always disappoint us,people let us down, leave us torn into pieces.
But, look at the bright side,those who stood by us through thick and thin.
Aren't we supposed to treasure them?
Don't wait, because you might not have tomorrow. 
I'm thankful I have friends and family with me though, and an Almighty God who was and is always there.
Sometimes, I tend to forget how merciful and gracious God has been to me,and to take every single opportunity for granted.
Sometimes, I feel so dry inside, terrible and guilty for every mistake I make.
But, that's life, right?

Will Miss You All To The Max !!!

Ghazali @ Zali

here comes the joker ..
Ghazali ...
gonna miss him a lot ..
he is transferrinq to MRSM ..
actually , iam nt prepared for this ..
he has alwayz been there for me ..
now , i know that he's leavinq i feel so sad coz there is no one to tease me anymore ..
wherever he is , i wish him all the best .. 
will pray for u Zali ...


in remembrance of him ..

i dedicate this ..

Jevashnee @ Jeba !!!!

Jevashenee ... 
many thinq to say about her .. 
she is the class main joker ... 
if she is not in the class for one day , the class would be quiet .. 
we also will fell so dull .. 
now , she gone permanently to another school leavinq all the memories behind .. 
she has gone to a better school for the future ..
still couldn't accept the fact .. 
we do fiqht at times .. 

but ,no matter how much we fiqht , she is still in my heart as a good friend ..  
missinq her a lot ... 
wish to have her back aqain ... !!!
in remembrance of her ...
i dedicate this ..

My Friend Puteri Syahirah

My friend Puteri Syahirah was a good friend to me .. 
she kinda cool n' awesome .. 
she likes to play n' hanq around .. 
now , i am kinda missinq her coz she is no more in the class ... 
she has shifted to another better to for a better future ..
it's hard for me to accept it coz i get a a friend who is cool n' spottinq like her .. 
but , still what ever is it ...
i have to accept the fact . really missinq her .. 
i hope wherever she is , she will be happy .. 
wishinq u all the best ..
i'll alwayz pray for you ..
in remembrance of you n' me toqether ....
i dedicate this to u ..

Are You My Friend ????

Will you be there when I'm down,
And catch me when I fall?
Will you hold me when I need
To feel the warmth of your touch?
Will you laugh when I laugh,
And cry when I cry?
Will you let me rant and rave,
When I need to let off steam?
Will you discuss those painful things,
That you'd rather not think about?
Like the times we've hurt each other,
And promised would never do so again?
Will you say the right thing,
When all I've heard is the wrong?
And tell me soothing words,
That make the pain I feel subside?
Will you understand me when I say,
"I can't see you now, go away"?
Will you come back when I call,
As if nothing happened at all?
If you'll do these things for me,
And keep smiling all the way.
If you'll be with me through the bad times,
As well as the good.
Then truly you are my friend,
My pal, my mate and my confidante.
And that means so much to me.
I thank you dearly, for being there,
You, My Friend.

A True Friend

A true friend never walks away
A true will always stay
A true friend looks out for you
A true friend will guard your secrets
Like a precious gift
A true friend is there for you
To give you a helpful lift
A true friend tries to make you smile
Tries to replace that frown
They may not always succeed
But they rarely let you down
These arms for you are open
This heart for you does care
And when I think you need me
I'll try to always be there
I'll listen to your fears
I promise not to laugh
Comfort your falling tears
I'll make this friendship last
I'll keep you near to my heart
I'll always hold you dear
Even when we're miles apart
Even when you're here
I hope I am to you
Everything you are to me
For the friendship we have
Is a special one indeed.